Full-Blown Suffering: My Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a